‘Seek not to find who you are. Seek to find who you want to be’. Quote that I first saw in my sister’s web profile and felt that it is a meaningful quote. However, till present, I still have not completely found out what I want to be.
I was born in a poor family, but thankful it is not too bad. This caused my life from 1 year old until now is just as usual as other, primary school, secondary school then university. Thru that, I know I must earn more knowledge, get better academic result so I can join the competitive working environment nowadays. But no matter how much I study, I feel that I can’t compete with oversea student. A lot of them are able to create something new at my age.
This brought me to a road that is not comfort to walk. Every choice before I made, I will think not only twice, but more than that. After I made, I rethink again and sometimes I have insomnia. I really hope there is something, no matter a person or just object but not God, can brings me out from this confusion that caused by future.
To conclude my message, I am just a teenager that confused by his own future and do not know what I want to be.
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